"Amy can do better. She is not living up to her potential"-third grade teacher

The biggest issue of my life has been follow through and "living up to my potential".


I have never considered myself stubborn but I assume that most people in my life would disagree. I cannot seem to give into this medicine. It is like I am so determined to hold onto the unhealthiest version of myself that I just refuse to give up on THAT girl,

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I guess it is fair to say I am not really trying to get  better if I refuse to give into this...I called it poison yesterday. Even though I know it makes me better in the long run.

Could I possibly be more dramatic?



Well, of course I could. But that is just like me, to not live up to my potential.