Thursday, May 19, 2011

Writers Block

I am so sick of writing. Which is funny from someone who has barely blogged in months. School and the magazine wear me out with the writing. I wish I had more energy to write about something interesting, alas, I got nothing. Seriously.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

school, nerves, grilled cheese and incense

Today was the last day of my first semester back to school in forever...I am waiting for my grades in one class to see if I will be celebrating or mourning.

I am actually kinda proud of myself. I took a full load and all of it was online. I wasn't ever sure that I would be able to finish it all and there were a few times that I thought WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING??? Now I have about two weeks off until the summer session starts and I hope that those two weeks will be enough time to recharge my batteries and get excited about school.

I have a lot on my brain. I want to move to California, I want to do well in school, I want to train my dog to make me a grilled cheese and I want to lose 60 pounds overnight. I am aware of the odds.

Lately people have been getting on my nerves in record numbers... all of these groups on facebook make me nuts, half of the people I have met through them are amazing and I enjoy reading what they have to say and I cannot believe how smart and interesting they are...I myself wonder why we are friends because while they update about brilliant books and politics, I am updating about Ke$ha and who knows what else... but the others, oh yes, the others, send me over the fucking edge. I mean seriously, you all have NOTHING better to do than talk? ACT. DO. SHUT UP.

One of my favorite stores in San Francisco is a place called The Pink Lotus it smells like incense and always has Ganesh and Buddha everywhere. The lady that runs it wants to change the name from The Pink Lotus to My Darling. MY DARLING???!!!!! Who will shop there??  My office smells like sandalwood and has Ganesh all over it...I have turned into The Pink Lotus lady. Which wouldn't be so bad if she wasn't crazy as a loon.